B.F.F

seriously..

dey always make me happy..

never dissapoint me at all..

never make me hurt..

never make me sad..

never make me cry..

make me..

SMILE..looking at dem

dat da reason..

i'm always loyal to dem..

special love and thanx to

.

.

.

...

1)REXTON

my fav car all da time...

no words can describe it..

i love dis car DAMN much..

i had dreamt dis car..

since secondary school..

u shall proud of me my REXTON..

coz i'm ur trully, loyal FRENZ of u......

2) HARRIER

supposedly..

dis car shall b at 1st rank..

but it not a big deal..

dis is my another frenz..

same goes to dis buddy..

SPEECHLESS..

dat da words can describe me..

when i got see him..lol

always see him..

until he dissapear from my eyes..

dis frenz...

i love him so much...

since i was in secondary school..

SARANGHEYO..hahahahah

3) SAGA FL

a little bit surprised..

i like..

PROTON..

MALAYSIA BRAND..

dis car..

make me impress..

i don know why..

but..i found out..

i already fallen in love with dis..

SAGA FL..

btw..

i'm MALAYSIAN..

i shall support my country..

such a PATRIOTIC gal..

kkkk

4) BMW

BMW or MER..

BMW damn HOT..

juz it's logo..

ferrari,rolls royce, jaguar, etc..

memeang laa lawa..

tp dpnd pd kemampuan laa..

btw..mampu ke ak beli BMW..

hahahahha...*wandering*

each time seeing da drivers..

especially tkg bwk kete harrier n rexton..

trus otak ak tnpa berpk bnyk2 kali..

cam da set..berkata

"waaa....hensemnya...cool gila...smart gila dia2"

even yg bwk2 pakcik2 tua..kkk

da minat sgt...

so everything will look COOL rite...

hehehehhe

9 MAY 2011- A MEMORABLE DAY

TODAY

9 MAY 2011..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZAHIRA

TODAY

9 MAY 2011..

GLORY GLORY MANCHESTER UNITED

TODAY

9 MAY 2011

CHELSEA-SUCH A BAD LOSER

TODAY

9 MAY 2011

REAL MADRID 6 SEVILLA 2

HOME SWEET HOME

msk hri nie da 3 hri ak kat rumah..

BORED???

nope reallly...

HAPPY adelaa..kkk

tp...

membe2 sekampung xblk lagi..hohohoho

cepat laa blk weyh....

nk copy cite,g makan mee celup,ronda2 my lovely hometown PASIR MAS

1,2,3,4,........14 days to b4 practical days

never ending "LAST"

~last mkn nasi ayam penyet~

~last stay kat k9~

~last kat 2004~

~last tdo atd katil yg empuk~

~last study kat meja merah yg bsr~

~last bley skodeng org main futsal~

~last g City Square~

~last dok kat utm evn esk ad paper~

~last jd third yr student~

~last umo 21..soon~

~last bt rflction jrnl tok process control

pe lg ea......

~last **********~

~last but not least last single status..hahahha..~

yg 2 xley blah laa kan..desperate sgt ke???hahahhah

tpu je...

it still remain until 2......

0 yrs probably..kkkk

these joyful days will last on 12 SEPTEMBER 2011

until then enjoy ur life ZAHIRA!!!!

DILEMMA

LATELY..

ak sgt2 laa berkira..

mari kita mengira..1,2,3,4....

sape pndai mengira sila agkt tgn mcm saye...

ok2..bck to main topic..

asl ak berkira sgt2 nie ea???

ak nk removekn sft nie..tp..

semakin nk remove,semakin kuat sft2 melekat..

so camne??

then,when i try it...one by one da memories i had were flashback..

especially..da bad ones laa kan...

dat y i cannot terminate dis behavior..

when i thought bck...

always da other part of me (evil part) whispers very very very close to my ears..

"time ko sakit dulu sape je yg tlg...

tme ko prlukn bantuan bkn ke ko mengagahkn diri gerak sorg2 evn ko sakit...snggp lnggr arhn...as a result IT becomes worst"...

so when dis negative thinking come..wut shall i do??

shall i be blamed for having this bad behavior??*thinking*

that y there is quote saying

"u know ur frenz when ur sick only"

DREAM???can it b REALITY???*wondering*..HOPEFULLY :)

THANK YOU ALLAH

HANDS...

so precious....

THANKS TO ALLAH FOR THE HANDS GIVEN TO US...

my hands really soft..

ok..tpu je..xmungkin tgn ak selembut pic itu..

tgn org yg menyapu..bsh pggn..mengemop..memasak..melipat kain..

probability tgn yg lawa cam figure 2 0.0000000000001% laa kan...

kat sini ak nk cite psl klbhn&keistimewaan tgn ak..kkk

belawok..belawok..belawok..

kita bako..bako..bako..hahaha

actually dsuatu ptg jumaat yg sunyi lg hening...

kdgrn azan maghrib berkumandang..

dgn cepatnya ak bgn..trus ke toilet..mengambil wudhu'

apabila ak cuba membasuh telinga ak...

OH MY GODDD!!!!

i can't raise up my right arms properly...wut wrong???

i also don know..

so i think it's a normal thing...wut dey said in malay "kebas"???

heheh..bajet gilo speaking..

basically..klu kebas jap je kan..around 2-3 min..

but in my cases,it very weird....

mlm 2 dah laa ak on duty tok jaga kedai..

seyesly ak xmampu bt pe2..

sblh lengan kanan ak is like paralysed..(fortunately..it's not)

ak xmampu nk bwk motor..even menulis..nk angkt brg lagi laa kan...

nk angkt gelas kosong without anything inside pon ak xmampu..

it seem dat my right hands very tired..really tired..

maybe klu dah bley ckp dah lama dia ckp

"wahai tuanku zahira yg comel lg baik hati..gunakan lah juga tg kirimu itu...relax je ak tgk..gua capek...gua pon nak take 5 gak"

2 dioo..bkn take5...take 3 days kot nk recover blk...

bgn pg sabtu dgn harapan my hands will b recovered to normal...

waaaaaaaa......still same..i cannot move...

tgh hri 2 gak ak g klinik...POLIKLINIK UNIVERSITI kat tmn u nie..

2je satu2nya klinik yg bkak..

terkebetulan ak ad diskusipc ptg 2..so ak sengaja-mengajakan diri g klinik d tghhari yg aman damai itu..heheheh..

belawok je ea..ak seorg yg NAIVE, PUNCTUAL, RESPONSIBLE..kkkk

g klinik nk bgtaw dr pon xtaw..ak juz ckp tgn ak kebas..xley nk dgrkkn..

stndrd sbgai doc..dia sentuh2..cba bengkok2 kn..compare kan ngn tgn kiri ak..so at last dia ckp

"tgn u ok je..xde mslh pe2...juz mayb pressure kuat sgt..n mayb darah mengalir xlancar kat saraf tgn u"

glurrrppp..dgrnya saraf..trus dupdapdupdap..saraf weyh...

rosak saraf ak means keistimewaan yg danugerah ALLAH tok ak menulis makan etc dah ........

so beria2 ak tnya..confem ke doc tgn saya xde pe2..doc 2 dgn confidentnya kate..

"it's will better 3 or 4 days..i'll give u vitamin for speedkan blood ke saraf "..

pertemuan kitaorg hnya berlangsung 2-3 min saje..

ak nk pakai helemt pon xmampu...

membe ak yg tlg pakaikan..bkak purse pon xmampu..kna bkak ngn tgn kiri..

so for 2-3 days i fully use my left hand..n my right hand i give her 4 days MC..kkk

mlm sabtu tergrk hati ak tok bkak buku..isnin test separation II kot...

sx lg...

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.......sobsobsobsobsoooooobbbbbbbbbbbb.........

asl ak xley menulis nie.....

in case..in caselaakan..ak xley gna tgn kanan ak..so ak da prepare awl2..ak cuba praktikkan mengguna tgn kiri..da result obtained as shown in figure 1.

figure 1: left hand

figure 2:right hand

camne nk jwb exam...tulisan cam budak tadika..terketar2 nk tulis..xmampu nk angkt pensel even 200 g...

figure 3 illustrates comparison new writting with previous writting

figure 3:comparison new writting with previous writting

smbl tulis sambil teresak2..

bsrnya dugaan mu YA ALLAH...

kuatkan semangat ye ZAHIRA..tp....

trus call ngadu kat mom ak kat kelantan...

control suara skit..bg nmpk macho..heheheh

so mom ak call bro ak kat temenggung ibrahim2..srh dtg tgk kondisi ak camne...

2dioo..dtg bwk minyak + ais...then abg ak urut2 ak sambil dok pot petpotpet kat ak...

ak dgr patuhnya..dgr je nasihat2 + arhn2 dr bro ak 2..

mlm 2 postpone study..continue tdo...

study pon xley nk bt pe2..tgn xberdaya evn pgng pnsl..hohoho

pg ahad yg sejuk..membekukan tgn ak..kkk..

kul 6.30 am lg mom ak call tnya kondisi tgn ak..

it getting bttr..2jelaa yg mampu ak katekan..

tp ak xtpu ye..

smlm 2 ak try luruskan tgn kanan ak..tp xberdaya..xsampai 1 saat trus tershaking2..n fall down..

actually tgn ak xckp gagah utk berdiri sorg2..need accompany..

cecece..tuan ko nie dok single da lama xde pe2 prob pon...

ngada2 btol....hahahahha

jwb test sep smlm...

ak gagahkan n kuatkan diri menjwb soalan..

menitik gak laa my little tears...hohohoho..

penat..lenguh...only GOD knew my feeling..

but i am so relieved rite now my right hand is reovered..even it is not fully recovered..but at least it enough as long as i can write....

thanks GOD..

u make me realize my mistakes..

sesungguhnya ENGKAU lah YANG MAHA KUASA..ENGKAU juga MAHA PENYAYANG

sesungguhnya bilamasa ENGKAU qaala (kata) "kun fayakun"..

maka terjadilah sesuatu mengikut qada' dan qadar Mu..

~AMIN~