my words to TAYLOR LAUTNER

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever

We small talk, work, and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why
Because the last time you saw me
It still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you
Saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom mean nothing but missing you
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it all right
I go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When you birthday passed
And I didn't call

Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing
From the passenger side
And I realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love
And all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride


Standing in front of you
Saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom mean nothing but missing you
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms
That September night

The first time you ever saw me cry
Baby this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you
Saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December

It turns out freedom mean nothing but missing you
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it all right
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

All the time...

bilik kemas hati suka ria

tgh syok ak beristirehat ats katil..tba2 t'dgr plak miranda cosgrove nyanyi..owh my hp rpa2nya..hehehhe..kat skrin tertulis "DADDY"

daddy:hello ira (nem pggln mnja ak kat rmh..hahahha)

me:yup

dad ak trus drct tnya

daddy:mi(my mommy) kate ira nk duit..nk x??

me:a'aa bley gak...hehehhe

ak jwb tnpa b'fkr even 1 saat pon..trus je kate nak...

dad: nk berapa??100 ckp x??

me: xckp..$$$ bley x?? (drhsiakan nilainya ats sebab2 tertentu..)

dad:ok..nk bank in bnk islam @cimb??

me:cimb laaa

dad:duit dah habis ke?:

me:x... ad lg..tp duit simpan laaa

camne nk ad duit..1/2 scholarship ak dpt ak simpan..dat y tme last2 nie kekeringan duit..

dad:duit yg ad ckp utk berapa hari?

me:seminggu kot

dad:ok 6t abah bank in kan

me:ok (smbil tersnyum smpai telinga)hehehhe

naseb baek mom ak igt..hehehhe

ak cll mom ak awl bln lagi kot nk srh mskkan duit..

mom ak tnya nk bila??dsbbkan mom ak bru je bg ak duit tme ak balik ari2 so ak jwb r ad..wlaupun dah kering poket ak..hahhahah

ak kate laa...6t msk gaji bank in kan duit utk i ye...

gaji mom&dad ak xslp 25 okt..ak dah bgtaw mom ak awl2 6t 25 okt ak call balik in case mom ak t'lpa...

tp ak xcall pon...saje nk menguji minda mak ak..hehehhehe

tup2...alahmdullillah mom ak still igt...~EPI~

esk nk g bank laa..nk tgk dah msk blom..heheh

SARANGEYO :)

ALHAMDULLILLAH....

very fresh rite now...

dkt 1/2 day ak,azah dok bilik phew bertungkus lumus siapkan assgnmnt rction..

as a result...YEAY!!!MISSION ACCOMPLISH!!!!

strt pukul 2.30++pm td till kul 9.30 pm...non-stop weyh...nontalking as well..ckit2 je r..heheheh

muka berminyak badan plak melekit..perot plak dok menyanyi2 lagu viva la vida..hahahha

tp..FOKUS..FOKUS..by hook or by crook assgnmt mst disiapkan..

at last tepat kul 9.30 (ak agk je r...hehheh..lpa nk tgk jam) kerja semua dah beres...

ALHAMDULLILLAH...

so pe lagi...kitaorg pon strt mencari2 mknan r...

mkn ala kadar je..jemput2 n nasi lauk aym yg phew msk time lunch...

wlupun ckit..tp ckp r mengelakkan ak dr strving...

owh btw assgnmnt reaction 2 supposedly atr 4 nov..tp dsbbkan ad bnyk lg keja yg perlu dsiapkan so dat y kitaorg bt cepat2..hehehheheh...

ok r..flshbck utk hari nie..pengajaran utk ak:

nxt time b independent ye ZAHIRA...

independent camnie kot..hahahha

ok r...anyeoooonnnnnn....

at LAST

siap gak assignment seperation...ak strt bt kul 2pm n siap around 10 pm...lama kan??ye laa dok borak2 ngn phew,makan..camne nk siap kan...ak main bt je..xsure btol x..hrp2 btol..heheheh

dis week quite bz..ak xde mase nk memanjakan muka ak ni ngn alat2 kosmetik..hehhehe

juz mask je laaa..biasanya ak pakai 2x seminggu...

tp dsbbkan minggu nie bz+ak tdo awl so mka ak mggu nie nmpk kusam je...hahahhaha

lgpon mggu nie me with my frenz ambik degree++ ngn dr hamidah...bezzzzzzzzzz gla!!!!!!!

so korg join laaa ea...xmnysl byr RM70.00...

oklaa..mls ak nak taip pnjg2..penat buat assignment xhbs lg n btw ak tgh pakai mask skunk...

so xley senyum,masam or show any emotions as 6t cepat berkedut!!

anyeooonnnnnnnnnnnnn~~~~~~~~

hmmmmmm

aigooo...asal ak rase down ri nie..